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O Sapientia

We’re well into the O Antiphons already, but I can’t help to reflect on the first of the Antiphons, my most favourite of all: O Wisdom of our God Most High, guiding creation with power and love: come to teach … Continue reading

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Love & Mercy Go Hand-in-Hand

The more you know, the more difficult it is to choose to love. And yet we are still called to love, as difficult as it is. Sometimes we can’t. Sometimes we honestly can’t. Sometimes we’ve been damaged in ways we … Continue reading

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Quiet

The initial uproar has died down. I am mostly left with myself again. I have made contact with the diocese in which the former-deacon-now-priest resides. I await further contact and discussions. Proactively, I’ve also made an appointment with a therapist … Continue reading

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Horcruxes and Sacraments

Yesterday I was watching formed.org, a study video on the Eucharist. In truth, it wasn’t the most informative thing for me (though I really enjoyed the cinematography) but I really wanted Spencer to hear it, and he was sitting on … Continue reading

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I’m still mad and terrified

In case anyone was wondering, even though people stop paying attention, this is still my reality. I have made contact with the diocese in which my abuser serves, and as much as I have confidence in God’s ability to read … Continue reading

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