Author Archives: jane

About jane

Loving God through my family, friends, and interactions in my world.

Love & Mercy Go Hand-in-Hand

Posted on October 19, 2018 by jane

The more you know, the more difficult it is to choose to love. And yet we are still called to love, as difficult as it is. Sometimes we can’t. Sometimes we honestly can’t. Sometimes we’ve been damaged in ways we … Continue reading →

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Quiet

Posted on August 25, 2018 by jane

The initial uproar has died down. I am mostly left with myself again. I have made contact with the diocese in which the former-deacon-now-priest resides. I await further contact and discussions. Proactively, I’ve also made an appointment with a therapist … Continue reading →

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Horcruxes and Sacraments

Posted on August 23, 2018 by jane

Yesterday I was watching formed.org, a study video on the Eucharist. In truth, it wasn’t the most informative thing for me (though I really enjoyed the cinematography) but I really wanted Spencer to hear it, and he was sitting on … Continue reading →

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I’m still mad and terrified

Posted on August 21, 2018 by jane

In case anyone was wondering, even though people stop paying attention, this is still my reality. I have made contact with the diocese in which my abuser serves, and as much as I have confidence in God’s ability to read … Continue reading →

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The Work Now Before Me

Posted on August 18, 2018 by jane

Then Amos answered Amaziah, “I am no prophet, nor a prophet’s son; but I am a herdsman, and a dresser of sycamore trees, and the Lord took me from following the flock, and the Lord said to me, ‘Go, prophesy … Continue reading →

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